Tuesday, June 25, 2019

Getting Started Again Lots of Dreams

 2019 June

I have been dreaming a lot this month.
I remember most of my dreams.


Most recent


I was a pretty girl, all dress up. My girl friend and I was going for a event with a guy. I don't really know the guy. As we arrived, we saw the empty row he had reserved for us. My girl friend put hold my hand and dragged me towards it. The event looks like it happen in Japan. Its like Matsuri. We are watching a dance performance with lots of people. Then my girl friend took the end seat and I sat beside her, the guy was sitting beside me and soon his other friends arrived and filled up the row. After the show, we went to the sea. They have booked a fishing session at an open sea fishing center. We took a boat to the center. The boys thought that girls shouldn't be fishing (tiring work). We were sitting by the side and watch. But the boys have no luck, they catch no fish. So I decided to voice out and took the fishing rod over. Soon, I caught a yellow fish. *End*

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Third person view.
The little boy is my target.

They are a family having a summer vacation in their old summer house. The family includes the little boy, the Dad, the Mum, the youngest brother, the older brother. The Mum is pregnant with a twin and sleep with the youngest brother in a room. The Dad is having a break sleeping by himself. The little boy sleep with the older brother. The usual day playing outside etc. One night, the little boy couldn't sleep and heard strange noise. The next day -out of curiosity- he asked Dad about it. Dad and Mum reaction changes. The whole atmosphere in the house changes. Dad and Mum acts very strangely. They were whispering about something. The little boy couldn't sleep again, so he went to Mum's room. He slept with Mum and youngest brother. Suddenly it went to the little boy saw the photos of 2 young girls. The Mum started to went off very emotionally, saying she lost this 2 girls and -something like- she don't want it anymore. -Like she thinks that it shouldn't be happening anymore since she have finally getting over it and she is very happy now- Then little boy saw something like a pulling string with a plushie connected to it. Little boy asked Dad about it but he smiled and said it was all for easy washing of "something". All seems so strange and dark ..... and I never know the ending of it.

Sunday, May 14, 2017

Feel like writing again~


Dear Blog

Many things have happened the past 2 years.
I found something I love to do but the income is not enough for my life now.
My dad is not working, I can't keep relying on my brothers.
Mummy is still hospitalized. I have to pay all the bills.
I have to raise enough money to pay my premium next year ($2.5k)
I have to do the household chores.

Everything seems so dreadful for me.

I tried my best to find jobs to do and earn a living as soon as possible.

Monday, September 19, 2016

Dream : Old Friends



I am sitting at a cafe whereby it was near a big area with a kids playground.
I saw some of my School friends, I assume it was a Class Reunion.
Then my friends started to have a song battle.
Sxxxxxxx and another guy is singing.
Sxxxxxxx look at me and started singing.
To my surprise the song is one of the song I listen to.
So I sing along and he seems surprised and happy that I know the song.
Sxxxxxxx walk around the table and the big area.
But Sxxxxxxx never fail to walk in front of me and sing.
Seem like I am the only one who knows the song.
Then everything turns blurry and I woke up.


Tuesday, December 1, 2015

Birthday Wish List 2016

I am Ariel. I am Ashley. I am an orchid. I am Pocahontas. I am a girly-girl. I am similar to my mum. I am Channing Tatum's soulmate. I am a member of the Pearl Fairies. I am a person with "eidetic" memory. I am graceful, quiet, and majestic owl. I am an independent and caring red wolf. I am Persephone, Goddess of the Underworld. I am a woman in in her early 30's, with someone I loved. I am observant and can read peoples' mind quite accurately. I am introspective, sensitive and a naturally deep thinker. I am a bubbly, fun and know how to have a good time Swedish. I am the Goddess of marriage, perfection, and healing, Isis. I am the Beta, who will takeover the Alphas when they're sick. I am Hippocampi that goes with the current to wherever it takes me. I am a warrior, who struggle through life but accomplished many great things. I am a Hearth witch who worked with plants, stones, flowers, trees, the elemental people, the gnomes and the fairies.

Thursday, June 25, 2015

Dream : The Squad


I was in a squad. I am suppose to serve my best and rescue the hostages....